Wish I had been spanked
Hi All, so this is a big thing for me to confess but I need to know I am not the only one I assume it’s rare but be good to hear if others feel this way.
Here goes and please try to be kind when you judge me I know it’s a bit weird but it helps ok.
I am a 25 year old guy, very independent and doing ok at work and relationships I say ok because I am basically a brat I have such an ego and I get very angry a lot I have a lot of meltdowns where I try to win the argument any way I can I use all sorts of tactics none good and I am arrogant I basically think it’s my god given right to be heard above others I also am rude to my mum and this isn’t even as bad as I was as a teenager I always stamped my feet and got my way, I act as if I am untouchable which does effect my adult life.
I don’t break laws or anything or actually hurt anyone physically but emotionally I am a brat wow to say that out loud makes me feel exposed, anyway I never got much discipline as a teenager but there were defo threats of it but not carried out my cleanest memory of how close I came to being taken down a few was out shopping with mum and my brother we were messing about mostly me I was about 16 at the time so full of brat energy anyway mum had lost it and bend down to me and said not quietly if you don’t pack up I’ll pull your pants down and spank your bare bottom right here, I felt my balls shrink when she said that how humiliating people were looking and smirking I was of course outraged but tried to play it cool, basically the idea of my mum or anyone seeing my dick would have destroyed me I have always known I was smaller than average but this was confirmed when I saw other guys in the gym locker yep I’m not packing so having the threat of my shameful secrete exposed and spanked by my mum at that age did not sit right with me I became more of a brat after I realised it was just words and no action and to this day I still think about that, I’ve realised now as an adult I wish mum would have followed through on that threat or at least spanked me at home I know it sounds mad but I think getting away with so much bad behaviour has impacted my life I used arrogance and bratty behaviour to hide my own shame over my penis size and got away with it so now I chuck my toys out the pram and it still works but it’s not good, I fully believe had I had my pants taken down and my ego crushed I would be a much more rounded person today so yeah there you go I wish I had been spanked by my mum. so lesson for you mums out there if you have a son like me spank him he will thank you later.