i had a dream where i was sitting in front of my ex
i had a rider-waite deck in my hand, i was shuffling it.
in my dream the "The Magician" card fell out of the deck, and caught my eye, because i dont know why but i feel a weird connection The Magician even though i usually believe im incapable of anything most of the time in my life, it just resonates with me and i cant tell why
i thought to myself "huh, thats odd." then put it back in the deck and kept shuffling it
then i looked at my ex, then pulled the first card, Feeling it represented me
The card was "The Magician", i was fairly surprised, but i didnt think much of it in the dream, i placed the card on the left
then i pulled the second card, I felt it represented my ex "The Empress", i placed that card in the middle, to the right of the "The Magician" card
Then i pulled the Third and last card, i couldnt tell what it represented, it felt odd, it could feel it represented something but i couldnt put my finger on what exactly, it was "The Lovers", but i didnt feel if it meant something romantic or friendly or something else, i just felt it represented something but it wasnt clear, like it was hiding its intention or meaning from me intentionally, its sort of hard to explain
then i placed that card on the right, to the right of "The Empress".
The Magician - The Empress - The Lovers
I looked at the cards in the dream, and while i was doing so, i woke up before i could take a look at my ex that was sitting in front of me in the dream
i woke up, and got confused, did this mean we could still be friends? did we still love each other? well i definitely did but thought it was over, maybe she didnt? what did all that mean?
well i had breakfast, then afterwards, sat down, and pulled three more cards to see what that dream meant and what it was trying to tell me
i pulled three cards, like in the dream
The Magician - The Empress - The Lovers
i was completely blown away, not because i understood anything, but because i was now sure this wasnt a coincidence, didnt help me with interpreting anything though... i just sat there confused, trying to see what it exactly meant because i couldnt see us having a relationship again or a friendship again, we havent been talking in months and had a pretty bad breakup due to few reasons that we both agreed wasnt the fault of either of us later on
We ended up re-establishing contact, getting close again, becoming best friends, then becoming each others favourite persons again, then now we're talking about having a relationship again possibly
i was just talking to her the other day and i just thought about that tarot opening, was it trying to tell us we were going to get back together? what was that all about?
i am trying to think of some interpretation, some meaning, something. it couldn't be just "you're going to get back together", could it? am i over-thinking it? thats all that cames into my mind but i dont know