In 2022, I got a TBI. I began meeting with an OT (Occupational Therapist) that helped me adjust to the new me. Low energy. Brain fog. Chronic headaches. Double vision. Weakness in my left arm & leg. I couldn't drive. I could hardly stay awake.
In 2023, I was on & off of medical leave from work. I kept trying to return but I couldn't tolerate it. The lights, sounds, communicating with others, staying awake,,, I slept a lot! I walked around the block when I could. I mostly slept though, like 2023 isn't real in my memory. I think I drove a bit towards the end of the year.
In 2024, I lost my job because I no longer fit the role due to my medical limitations. I mopped around, rested, did physio, broke up with my OT of 2 years bc insurance changed, waaaa— had lots of panic attacks 🤩 I could occasionally drive for short trips to the store or something.
In 2025, I did some schooling to keep my mind active. I didn't make any friends and have socially isolated myself since 2022 because life has felt so difficult since then. I leaned into my spirituality in lieu of social support. I was still very socially anxious. I could drive myself short distances but having passengers was difficult. I got a psychotherapist! I travelled out of the country and got too drunk and hurt my head and lived a little. I went bouldering for a few consecutive months and it helped me regain my mind-to-muscle connection to my left side. I feel strong-enough again.
In 2026, I volunteered with a 10 week literacy program for students. I got a job in customer service and I've gotten good feedback so far. Unfortunately I'm really struggling to not verbally fight back rude ass customers though. Like I'm so good and healthy and strong now and pretty good at learning new things but my verbal filter is still absent and I can only imagine the trouble I could get into if I'm two months in and already talking back lol. I'm so grateful that I get to work again but I am so displeased with some people's children!!!!