u/LavendarTequila

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So I’m a housekeeper at a hospital and I am not saying all the nurses are mean, in fact they are all actually quite nice to me and are super friendly. I’ve just had a few interactions as of lately where I’m getting SUPER fed up and annoyed.
I’m shy and quiet, but I’m not stupid. I don’t like to speak up but I will if I have too so I get why people might think I can be pushed around, and I am fairly young so I get it BUT again, I’m not stupid.

I’ll give an example. Our hospital is in a shortage of garbages bags, it’s weird but our boss sucks and hasn’t been on top of it so we are trying to make do with what we have, which happens to be a dangerously low amount. A student tells me there is no garbage bags, I explain what happened and why, then 15 minutes later a nurse and that student are looking for me and tell that there are garbage bags in 1st floor, I say “no we have already gone hunting throughout the whole hospital”, then proceeds to tell me that there is some and I proceed to repeat exactly what I just said, she then tells me I need to contact my boss and I say “we have already gone hunting throughout the whole hospital throughout all this week and yes, we have contacted our boss”
Like I hate how they make me feel below them or stupid, like listen to the words I am saying and don’t treat me like I’m stupid. Obviously I’ve contact my boss! That’s the first thing we did holy fuck

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u/LavendarTequila — 8 days ago
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I made this account because I need to talk to someone idk, just express this feeling and get it out and off my chest because it’s something that genuinely bothers me.

So I’ve been noticing myself making stupid mistakes like thinking I’ve found an issue and then when I bring it up to my boss, turns out I wasn’t paying close enough attention and it’s actually fine. I swear to god I thought someone with lower seniority than me got a shift over me and I emailed my boss only to find out I didn’t look at my schedule properly and the shift was given to the person fairly. I feel like a fucking idiot and already my boss is stretched thin with managing a whole other fucking department so she barely has time for us anymore. So now when I do email her, it’s about stupid shit I overlooked.

Ik it’s not that big of a deal but I guess it’s when all these little things pile up, it feels like it’s piling onto the mountain of fuck-ups and just gets worse and worse.

ALSO, idk why but I want to be praised by my boss subconsciously and consciously so I think I’m like “oh I found an issue, better email the boss!” In subconscious hope that my boss sees me. I don’t even see my boss in person anymore, she’s always somewhere else and busy so I just email her. But even then, her email response can come across very clipped and short, so I always feel like she’s annoyed with me

I worry way to much and I am highly aware of that

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u/LavendarTequila — 10 days ago