I wish i can turn back the clock or stop it forever
Ever since I failed to enter medical school, my mental health has been in constant decline over the years. I couldn’t live with it anymore. I no longer have a taste for anything, especially now that I’ve graduated and am working a low-skill job. I hate myself and my no-life. I wish I would just disappear. I’m struggling so much mentally that it physically hurts, but I feel like if I actually confessed how I feel, people would think I’m being dramatic and silly. How common is this? Why couldn’t I get over it?