Failed at my manifestation?
I know how the title makes it sound bad but hear me out.
I did the list method and one of the things i was manifesting winning a free competition but specfically first place bc i wanted the free art prize. I geninuely kept reminding myself that i won first place and i was pretty sure of it too. Compared to my other manifestations in the past, this was one of the few that i had less resistance. I went about my days without thinking or checking it. But today when i checked for the results when they announced it, i won second place even though i specfically wanted first place. (Im not trying to sound ungrateful at all)
I dont know where it went wrong? Was i not presisting enough? Or is it some annoying subconcious block that i dont know? I realised whenever i try to do timed stuff or very specfic things its never a 100% the same exact thing. (Yes ik that saying is a limited belief) but its an observation that i have noticed and i dont know how to fix it. It seems like my manifestation doesnt feel strong enough or can even do timed simple things like winning free prizes.
It geninuely upsets me bc i want to believe i can get good things bc i have gotten free art before but it was never on a time crunch/specfic when i did them. Has anyone faced this problem? I really want to fix it. No tone deaf comments please. I have a problem when it comes to timed manifestations or big things.
I want law of assumption to work for me and not barely getting simple things even. It saved my depression before but now i dont know anymore.