there wasn't anyone else there wasn't anyone else there wasn't anyone else
There is just no way that is what you think, it doesn't make sense. I'm reading into things that I shouldn't.
you're aware of whole purple thing with my ex being fake by now (right????) based on what I texted you at least, if you didn't know already. And there is no other reason to believe I was with someone, in fact there are many reasons to believe I wasn't? god fuckkkkkkk
I told you I love you. I told you lots of things. You didn't respond. You didn't respond to three different rounds of me texting you. I'm blocked, or your number changed. Because if not, you could have just said 'you're a bit nuts, sorry, no thanks!' I'd be alright. In fact that would have been extremely helpful for me.
I wish I knew the truth so I knew what level of psychosis I need to tell a therapist about....
I wish I could tell you a million mundane things and kiss your neck and face and stare at you while you talk to me because I love you. or loved.
This past month, this is closure, I know it is. It just doesn't look how I wanted it to. This is my lesson, a point I soon cannot go backwards from. That's okay, I'll be alright. I'll be alright.