u/LandscapeReasonable

I had my first SA about 40 days ago and it showed a total of 400k sperms and 34k/ml. Higher that normal FSH. No varicocele. Currently doing genetic testing.

Last week I went in to get it frozen but they told me they weren’t able to find any to freeze.

I am completely devastated and scared that I won’t ever be able to have sperm again.

After my first SA last month I was completely depressed, using anxiety prescriptions and sleeping pills. The pain was just too much to bear and I wasn’t able to get through my days without it. Could it be the reason why I went from oligo to azoo? Is there hope I could go back to at least my first numbers to do icsi if I stop the pills?
I know that anxiety and stress can affect results but so don’t know I how I will be able to just stop being anxious when this is consuming me.

I have also started taking supplement about a month ago.

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u/LandscapeReasonable — 11 days ago