Trying to date while in sw
I tried so many times to date man and turn it into a serious relationship. I actually liked at least 2 of them who I would consider falling in love with but the thing is it always ends up that they want just fun or friends with benefits. Especially type of men I like are mostly masculine manly men and those ones almost never consider relationship with t girl. By last boy I tried with he made me so disappointed that I even joined sex work afterwards. I was like, if they only watching to me as a walking dick and body then fuck them, let them pay. But this honestly makes me sad and I feel that I don’t belong in this industry. The thing is I also needed money and currently only choice I have is that work because I’m still waiting for residence permit in country where I am. I feel so exposed because I been advertising on sites and feeling seen and always will have mark of “escort”. I’m in european country which is not so big. So that means dating will become even more harder for me unfortunately:( Or those men gonna play that they don’t even know I was escorting so they can have me “free” (already had those cases) It’s so sad because I really wanted to feel loved and also love someone else because I’m full of it to share ❤️🩹