The worst part of quitting social media
I'd like to say that's I've grew up without social media until I was 16. Extremely outdoorsy. Power went out for three days no problem. I've went camping with no phone, no problem. I honestly throught it would be a breeze. (I've seen one of my ex's have a panic attack over no having wifi for two days) I thought I was so much better than that. But I guess not lmao
The fact that I'm consciously not picking up my phone, I've gotten a flip phone, and I try not to touch it and focus on hobbies.it is so difficult. I had a huge ego around tech, that I wasn't addicted but bro I'm almost itching to scroll, to comment on something that doesn't matter. I'm really frustrated that I keep picking up my phone for nothing!
I'm only a week and a half in of no smart phone, and It feels like insanity. I've finished reading a bunch of books but a lot of my hobbies feel out of reach and boring. I find I'm more bitchy. Literally. I'm into work drama all of a sudden and nit picking my own relationships out of sheer boredom. I'm constantly apologizing for my behavior.
My brain is screaming for dopamine! It's miserable, I'm miserable. I know it only gets better but holy crap