I don't even know where to start. But for the last 23 years of my life, I 26M have been getting psychologically, emotionally and verbally abused by my 38M older brother. I had an awakening at 24 years old and started doing research but not many people talk about narcissistic siblings. The day before I turned 26, I got into an accident that left me with a TBI (to be more specific, a subarachnoid hemorrhage). I've been healing decently and things are getting better health wise, but my brother knows about my brain injury and is still doing things to abuse me.
For example; playing victim, blame-shifting, acoustic aggression, DARVO when called out, smear campaigns, stalking, gaslighting me about the past and manipulating situations. He also does this weird thing where he will walk super soft if our mom is near but immediately stomp and be loud if she isn't present. I told him I didn't want to interact anymore and he continued to do so up until about two weeks ago where he gave me silent treatment. He's also been mirroring everything I say, do, the way I dress and it creeps me out I.
I've been documenting everything and making a portfolio of stuff. I also have been doing grey-rocking but he ups his antics and it's frustrating because I want to defend myself.
No one in my immediate family believes me. My mom told me the day of my accident that," I must've done something as a child, to deserve getting abused by him." All I have is my gf, friends and my one cousin that believe me.
So my question is what can I do? Finding work is difficult because of the TBI.