I miss him so much
I lost my kitty Jinx last Saturday. He had been having minor health issues for about 6 months and we were regularly seeing the vet and trying new things. He suddenly got worse and was diagnosed with lymphoma on Wednesday and we were told it would be better to let him go now than to wait and have him be in pain.
I miss him so much. I feel like a piece of me is missing. We had him his whole life and he was only 9 years old. So young to be gone. I keep having dreams about him every night and I can't sleep without him snuggled against me. Every time I come home I just feel his presence missing. He was my best friend and would snuggle me every day and give me so much love. Me and my husband always joked he was a momma's boy because he always wanted to be by my side.
I don't know what to do without him. Not many people in my life understand my grief. My coworkers act like it's nothing. husband is equally as devastated as me. This is the first pet I've lost as an adult and had to deal with personally. I feel like I lost my child. We don't want kids and Jinx was our baby. He was MY baby. I just don't know what to do without him by my side.