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I (F26) feel like i’m going INSANE

I was diagnosed with PMDD at 16 and put on a pill. I would have the classic PMS symptoms from then on and sort of forgot the diagnosis because I was controlled.

I recently switched to IUD (Kyleena) from Blisovi Fe. I truly think this may have been the worst decision i’ve ever made.

I can’t stop crying, I’m depressed, I can’t leave my couch for most of the day, I keep having ruminating thoughts about my relationship and needing to break up with my loving boyfriend. Thoughts that i’m a bad friend and everything is falling apart. I’m scared to be honest.

I’m on an SSRI already and go to therapy. I haven’t felt this bad since my original diagnosis.

I just scheduled for removal next week.