Why can’t I let go
It’s the longest I have gone without messaging you. I’m fucking sad and I miss you so much. I miss everything. I miss us. I miss being held and hugged. I miss morning pancakes. You won’t reach out because you have moved on. I was never what you wanted in the end. I wish you would message me but you won’t. I wish you would say you want us back but you won’t. I wish I could stop loving you. I know you have moved on and already started dating. I hate that I want you happy. I hate that I want to best for you. I hate that I hope there is a girl out there that gives you the peace I couldn’t. I do hope that you see that I did love you. I hope you see that I did try to lift you up. You may not see it but I tried to show you love but maybe my love was never enough. My heart is still broken. I keep being told to get over it. Let you go. Stop dwelling on it. Think of all the bad times. Idk why I can’t think of all that when I think of all the good! Fuck!!!!!