Worked my first day at my first job, worried about getting fp or noro
So its basically like the title says, i work in fast food, we make pizza and stuff and im scared of getting noro from my co workers and handling the food idk it sounds stupid
i also almost fainted like twice, maybe three times, i didnt eat or drink much today because we have no food, i had about 5 chicken nuggets before work and took a dramamine "just in case", i took like three five min breaks each time i felt i couldnt just work through the dizzyness and tiredness. and each time i felt like a giant failure. ik im new and all and this is my first job and stuff but i feel like complete let down. and i feel like im gonna get fired cuz i took those breaks, idk i feel like i pressure myself to rest as little as possible when it comes to jobs, like if i take a break im gonna get fired or my gm or coworkers will look down on me.
im praying i just overexerted myself and that plus lack of food and water in my system caused me to feel like that, i felt dizzy and my stomach felt weird. i did my best to not freak out in front of my gm and coworkers and did pretty alright but i work tomorrow and im so scared that ill feel like that again and maybe actually pass out.
This is besides my emetophobia kinda but i am also worried for my future in the work industry, like i feel so dumb and incompetent and like everybody hates me. i also feel weak and slow, like im not doing enough. like i dont belong. and i feel burntout after the FIRST DAY, i feel so pathetic like honestly. i keep telling myself that this is the real world and i need to find a way to deal cuz everybody else does. idk im just rambling at this point , i feel hopless tho! i only worked like 5 or 6 hours! idk like i said i feel weak and pathetic that im already feeling burntout after one day, i just hope it gets easier and im just being dramatic. plus the worry about catching something.