u/Kyrosen09

kinda sometimes when we browse this sub, we start feeling a lot more connected to our kins, even if we weren't really feeling it previously before/unbothered. its more a small but noticeable feeling to me.

its something that kinda makes me happy and a tiny bit of a comfort/positivity booster, especially when reading other posts. we dont usually come here a lot, but its a weird comfort to know that happens whenever we are here.

does anyone else sometimes feel this way?

(Daryl Dixon Doubles/TWD Mediamates interact, we dont mind. :)

Yolo! we kinda barely post here but have before twice, our last post here was basically being a daryl dixon fictionkin, but feeling more than a fictionkin 😭😭

our life hasn't been too good no generally, but i feel like in kinda terms of fictionkinning I feel like we're starting to come more to terms with it and feeling comfortable and okay in our own way(sort of).

a lot of new things kinda happened since our very old post(..old as in...1mo almost 2mo ago)

okay so.. Daryl kinda turned out to be a system member of ours and a lot since then has changed the way we see ourselves.

at first we kind of struggled with if we were still to be considered a fictionkin of daryl or not considering he's in our system, but have since come to terms with likely still being a kin, that doesnt change just because he is in our system,

but also sorta so because we hid being a fictionkin to a daryl double that was doubles dni and we feel kind of guilty for that so 😓😓

back then we didnt know a lot of terms here so we struggled, but we've come to terms that daryl is our ID/highest kin.

sometimes our writing style changes regarding this/kinda changes to how daryl speaks while other times it doesnt, and we find it interesting.

and something we find most positive: at first we were a little weary about doubles, but surprisingly don't seem to mind them/don't have much of an reaction to them(aside from if their doubles dni). which i guess would be a kinda positive thing that we dont really mind

we've also, surprisingly, had about 2 new kinfirms(feel free to ask!)? this is kind of a tiny bit of a surprise to us, since we hadn't had any new kinfirms/kins lately, but we've adapted well.

aside from fictionkinning, we've also learned a lot about our own identity, which makes us really happy.

I feel like we should do a re-intro soon.

sorry if this sounds awkward/confusing aah😭😭 I just wanted to share if ths sounded positive to anyone else too

-(call us daryl(most pref), astrid, or ico! We dont mind!)