u/Ky-rose22

I was supposed to start my period a week ago and didn’t. I’ve already taken a pregnancy test and it was negative. However, this is the worst “flare” of PMDD I have ever gone through and I can’t seem to pull myself out of it. Does it get works the longer your period takes?

I feel like I’m not really here and I’m questioning everything about my life even though I’m a generally happy person. I keep feeling like I’m 16 years old again being abused by my father and ex partner and it’s extremely troubling. I have a feeling the only way to end these thoughts is to end my life even though I’m very aware I shouldn’t. I have extreme anxiety, intrusive thoughts, and I’m beyond frustrated with everything and everyone.