u/Kuru500

i started losing ability to "finish" and all lust already at week 2-3

i was worried it would stay that way as it would be sad cause i'm kind of a gooner who nornally can get horny n cum fast so i was a bit shocked...

BUT instead of taking smaller dose again, i took it up to 10, then 12 and now the lust and sensation seems to return somewhat, i didn't expect this, but i feel relieved. it wasn't as super intense as it could be before this med, but ye

isn't it so weird, but i honestly hope it'll stay that way and that it's not because of the med losing effectiveness (my first small bottle of the liquid drops is almost empty now but it can be used until 3.6. / 10.6. ) i just hope the sensation and lust won't vanish completely again with the next bottle of this med

ima drink my valerian root tea tonight despite being on escitalopram, i'll see how it goes. i wanna try with only 1 teabag in 350-400ml first, so it should be a weak effect if any

(i am in week 4 right now, and now on 12mg but i took the meds at midday already)

(i miss drinking my warm nice tea before bed, i dont wanna miss out on it 😪)

day 14, i'm on 10mg now, i didn't get triggered to panic attacks and the acne i got since 7mg is vanishing, that's good but i still don't feel calm enough in general n i still get anxious in the supermarket and i also feel hyper-nerveous again but i'm scared my heart rate might go too low if i go even higher dose, but maybe it's some over-energized effect that lasts for a short while or maybe i'd need yet another med, i feel like trying to go 12mg next, but i just dunno, i'm just venting,