Is my almost 5 year old cat ready to die?
I could use some additional guidance and support 😭 yesterday I asked if my cat Dilly’s life was coming to an end and I had The World fly out of my deck upright.
Absolutely fucking sobbed.
Have been in contact with my vet as they’re open today, and have sent several videos of him & after their surgeries tomorrow morning, the vet is going to stop by and check on my boy at home :(
I started shuffling (albeit while crying) and these all flew out in this order. No specific spread.
I feel like it’s pretty fucking obvious. I don’t think there’s a lot of nuance to the cards I’ve pulled in terms of answering my question….
Im navigating a father that wants to let him die in his own terms because of his own trauma with trying to bring a cat at the end of its life to the vet and having him die on the way when he was younger, and my own personal feelings and connection to my cats.
Every time the vet is brought up, ever, no matter what, for all four of my cats…. It is a fight. One that ends up with my home being threatened to be removed from me.
The one I grew up in and have never moved out of, and the one I’m meant to inherit if/when my dad dies. (He owns it.)
My cat was diagnosed with congestive heart failure March 8th, 2025, the day after I ended my abusive ten year relationship that concluded on an assault on March 3rd, 2025.
I could use someone that’s not me to help me through this honestly. 😭😭😭😭