u/Krispy1046

Hi i’m M19 and addicted to gambling. I’ve started gambling around 2 years ago and I’ve been going on and off pretty much this whole time. I’ve tried to talk to my therapist but i just started lying because i was ashamed. It started in 2024 Euros when i won couple bucks. Then i started playing slots and i would loose my whole weekly/monthly allowance and would not stop for days. Long story short i’m in debt 2.5k$ and my paycheck is only around 250$ but i live with my parents so I don’t pay rent or something. And the worst thing is that i tried everything ad blockers web blockers making promises and ect but i still couldn’t keep my word. 3-4 days ago i only had 5$ on my account and i gambled until i got 1000$ but guess what i lost it again. Yesterday i got paid and also gambled it away and now pretty much im broke again till next month. I just wanna know how can i break free from this because i can’t keep doing this to my family my girlfriend and also my self. I just wanna break free and please someone help me.