u/Kindly-Title-4755

Hello guys,

I'm a 21-year-old pre-T trans man, and i'm struggling with the shape of my waist. My hips are totally fine and my shoulders and back perhaps aren't the most massive, but they are slowly improving as i'm going to the gym regularly. My chest is also almost completely flat. I'm also very slim so i don't have much body fat, however the way the fat distributes in my body makes my waist somehow absolutely tiny, which gives me this hourglass figure regardless of my hip and shoulder shape..

When wearing most modern clothing, it's totally fine as those tend to cover that part of my waist anyways, but i'm very much into classic men's fashion, and would love to wear more high-waisted pants from earlier centuries, and the waist of those kinds of pants happen to sit right at the narrowest part of my waist, which makes it very obvious.. So, i wonder, does anyone know about any ways to make the waist wider, either through exercise, or other temporary means?

So, i ordered a vial of testosterone enanthate from the internet, and i did my best to research the source before hand, and i found it a little questionable but literally nothing else ships to my home country, so i decided to take the risk.. I injected myself with a 0,17 ml dose (supposed to be 50mg) last wednesday and thought everything went well, as there was absolutely no swelling or redness or any fever, although my muscle was quite sore (but not really painful) and for the next 2 days i had trouble walking.. It got gradually better though, and now i can walk normally and my leg feels almost normal with just some minor soreness every now and then. However, yesterday i started to feel doubtful and uncertain, as i wasn't seeing any results that would prove what i was taking was the real thing (although i understand results take time and literally not one week has passed) soooo i decided to look in the internet again, and this time i found something genuinely concerning, i found lab tests that showed that the same supplier had mislabeled some of their testosterone products, and for example their test e (different from mine, though) actually contained test c... I did find some positive rewievs as well but honestly i mostly found people complaining about their products being underdosed or bunk and also their customer service being shit. That sent me into really bad anxiety as i haven't tested the vial myself so in all honesty i can't be sure at all about its real contents, so basically i don't really know what i injected into my body last wednesday.. It makes me even more worried because them mislabeling products and treating customers like shit proves that they don't really care about their customers health or wellbeing at all so who knows what else is in that vial and how it might be contaminated??? Today i basically feel so stressed and anxious that i can barely sleep or eat, i feel like i could vomit from anxiety, and i've also started to get these weird hot flashes of anxiety and nausea and i feel like shit honestly, and scared for my life.. Is my concern valid? Do i need to be seriously scared for my health? Has this happened to anyone else? What should i do in this situation? Any help would be greatly appreciated!