Health wise or emotionally cooked
I've had this thing going on recently where I get major mood swings. It's either the highest highs or the lows emotionally mentally. And the thing is, I have an edge now, I dont feel anything when I trade, if the edge is there I trade, if not no. Lose capital? Dont matter in the long run I win objectively. Only high probability trades. It's more like the post sessions, where I be having the best mood ever and then hour or so later its shitty. And its not like I wanna feel shitty it jst happens. One moment its like "yea anxiety is a waste of my energy I have it down now, jst take it slow with trading" I go play some CS2 or chill watching anime and forget bout trading for bit, then next moment i get hit with the nastiest energy tank ever, "does this profession actually work or am i lying to myself", like bro I seen it work with my own eyes why am i acting like ill forget how to trade next week. I feel like that 6-7 month depression period where I was still struggling as a trader definitely had somethin to do with this but its still i cant do anything about it. I'm not tryna have a victim mentality, i dont want the shitty lows but i cant it jst pops up and last around a couple hours. Anyone experience this I need some help