u/Key_Veterinarian2882

I was diagnosed with ptb and is in 4 th month of treatment. I actually don't have any symptoms even before getting to know tb and no much side effects from meds too. But I feel this weird feeling of sickness like I am not sick but I remember I am sick. Ppl say a lot about tb and is it true,. Will we always be prone to respiratory disease will we always get sick easily should we be more extra careful always can't we live normally in future after meds?

Every day if I just don't take care of diet sleep I get anxiety of smtg going wrong will this always be like this

Just want to know from ppl who got cured

Hi I am in starting of 4 th month of ptb drug sensitive. Things lately became so bad as I am far from my parents because of studies . Like I don't feel gud about me I was holding up tight but suddenly break down. Watching my frnds enjoying life , traveling gossiping and joking and in struggle of relationship and me here who is facing these whole drama which I never liked!!and today I feel like what I deserved to be in this situation . Nobody understands the mental trauma I faced after getting diagnosed with tb like I never imagined smtg could happen to me at this stage where my academic life was in top. And nobody even understand how difficult is to spend a day like this like idk weather I will be cured, I am not sure will it completely go, and I don't know wht another health issues I should go through. I was strong but it as limit being with this deadly disease where my life is just going to doctor get a test waiting for result take tablet and recheck if I took tablet count days and worry at what point I may face complications as nobody in family is gud enough to understand these I was always went alone to all the hospital visit. Seeing olderly ppl and ppl with there support me who is just 20 seeing all ppl and me being waiting for my result these all brought me trauma I feel so sad about my life I need to focus on my studies and future but I can't.. I don't feel any hope

Sorry I know lot off ppl has so many things facing up I just wanted to vent it out some where and cry out loud today that's all