i have been manifesting my sp for a while, lot of ups and down as you might have seen before. but, im finally at a place in my life where i know my worth (sc) andi am truly happy about myself and life. still, i love my sp. things havent been the best, but most recently ive manifested being unblocked, and i am truly happy with that. i feel powerful:)
lately i’ve been doing SATS and scripting about this scene with him and i feel amazing, i get all smiley and happy! i also have very good and loving dreams about him.
however, lately i’ve been getting urges to check up on him. i’ve been thinking about him a lot again, after not thinking much about him for a long while. all out of love for him though, all from a place of love and care. but i’ve just been feeling like i want to text him , ask how he’s been. the only thing stopping me is this knowing that HE WILL REACH OUT himself, that he will tell me all the things i want to hear, and that i dont need to do anything for this to happen soon.
still.. i think about messaging him. idk what to do, part of me knows he’s gonna reach out soon, but i also cant get rid of this want/urge to text him. idk why im feeling this way. and its not in the sense of I NEED YOU but its more from a place of deep care