It feels so dumb but I need to at least say something. So I like this girl since 6th grade, right? I'm in 9th now. I've really been trying to date her, but lwk have no game, so I've really been failing at dating her, so then one of my crush friends told me recently that she is willing to date me. Oh my God yes, this is what I'm waiting for right? I ended up doing something for her. That's a little weird you could say on snap. Then she said a whole paragraph about how she liked me but not ready to date me or something or doesn't want to date. Literally, I was on my call with her for 2 hours, and she made a joke about dating me to her to her mom, could you blame me for thinking that like she liked me. Not only that, we freaking hold hands and lwk she initiated it and I've been hugging her. I feel like, is this my fault. I didn't even cry when I got kicked out of my mom's house for something that my stepdad somewhat caused Or I lost a bunch of my stuff because my mom won't let me take it to my dad's or I'm in my apartment alone for so many hours, not talking to anyone, but this it was just for me.
The only girl I liked, likes me but isn't ready to date me
I feel sick for even sending that to her wost part about she cool about it, so I can't get mad at anyone for this the only thing saving me rn is pantera pt 1 from the great southern trend kill