help to confess my queerplatonic crush
I'm aroace and I've had a massive queerplatonic crush on my friend for a few years.
I want to tell them but I'm autistic and really struggle expressing myself clearly.
I don’t want to scare them or let them think I'm alloromantic and want anything sexual with them.
They are really important to me and I think about them very often but our relationship is ambiguous.
The moments we spend together are very intense but infrequent because we live far apart and have difficulty communicating smoothly via messages.
So I can't really talk to them about it now. I think writing a letter that I would hand-deliver to them would be the most appropriate approach.
BUT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO IT.
Everythink seems so chaotic inside me and I'm so scared of loosing them.
I think they already knows what a queerplatonic relashionship is because I told them about my current ones. But I don't think they've ever been in that type of relationship before, and I don't know if they'd be interested.
So I need your help.
I'm looking for examples of queerplatonic crush declaration messages. What terms do you use to avoid sounding alloromantic? Do you have any advice?
(Thank you for reading, I apologize for my poor level of English, it is not my native language.)