Please tell me it gets better, feeling hopeless
I’ve never had any medical issues before this. 2 months ago I started getting gallbladder attacks and it’s escalated quickly. The attacks were horrible 9/10 pain and sometimes I’ve had to even miss work from being up all night in pain.
While waiting for my scheduled surgery consultation, a couple weeks ago I had a 6+ hour attack with unrelenting vomiting. The rest of the week, my gallbladder kept hurting. Finally I went to the ER last Saturday.
They suspected acute cholecystitis and admitted me to the hospital. I ended up spending 4 nights in the hospital on antibiotics and waiting for surgery.
I had the surgery on Tuesday 5/4 and it’s Saturday now 5/9. So far, I’ve had a rough recovery. Gas pains and my back hurts, I can’t get comfortable. I have pain at my gallbladder area when trying to take a deep breath, and general shortness of breath. Sometimes as bad as gasping. I have what feels like heartburn in my upper right chest. I can’t sleep each night due to pain.
I feel like surgery was all kind of crazy and traumatic due to the hospital stay. I’m missing weeks of work. I’m very worried about bills. I’ve already gotten 1 letter from my insurance saying they won’t cover the night I stayed after surgery they are calling it “medically unnecessary.” Even though they found infection in my abdomen during surgery so kept me overnight for more IV antibiotics.
I feel like I went from being a healthy person to being permanently screwed up. I feel this extreme health anxiety now and wonder if I need to get checked at the ER again, like something must’ve gone wrong with my surgery. I never used to be like this. This has absolutely messed up my life. I’m trying to stay positive but I fear I’ll never be the same after this. I just want my life back.