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Guys guys guys, so I’ve tried pork but when i tried to enjoy it, I still felt like gagging bcs of what i were thinking of it hahahah. i think it’s because of the mental image i already have about it. the smell + texture just made me go uhhhhh... I REALLY THINK THIS IS BCS OF MY RESIDUAL MINDSET ABT PORK. and i dont like that, i want to enjoy it with no bias or any mental block etc. how eh?

The context is.. I just want to live freely in Malaysia. I selalu lepak dengan my Chinese friend, and kadang-kadang aku rasa macam aku yang “restrict” dia from going to places she actually wants to go padahal aku okay je. I drink, I’ve eaten pork before, but she still won’t let me masuk pork restaurants. I think she’s just scared of what might happen if I get caught. So yeah, any idea how to look like a non, so that there’s no restriction for me to hangout anywhere? btw im a girl and wear like a kafir (when im away from my family lol)