God gave me mental illness, I suffer from mental illness and I take medication for it.
I can't forgive God for what he has done to me.
If God was good, he would have made me a normal and healthy person, and given me a fair chance at life.
I am well aware I am going to hell and to be honest with you id rather go there... why would I want to worship a God that made me mentally ill and destroyed my life? My quality of life is extremely low.
Heaven sounds horrible. Just praising God and telling him how much he's good for eternity. I think God is not as good as we think he is. If he was perfect, everything would be perfect
I do not feel love for God only pure hatred for him.
With mental illness, i am not even close to me being normal... I wish I was though.
A lot of Christians tell me that God will make it right for me in heaven ( i am 99% sure i will go to hell) but what about this life? Am I supposed to just suffer for no good Reason ? Why can't I be healthy now?
Why do I have to suffer for what Adam and Eve did?