How do I get over my best friend ghosting me?
I'm 19f and really attached to my friends. I only have a few and they've all been kinda distant lately. My best friend, who I used to message every day, and talk about everything with, gradually started talking to me less and less and now it's been over a month since she interacted with me at all. I have so much anxiety. I spend most of my day worrying what I did wrong to make someone I was so close with abandon me. I hold out hope that because I sent her mostly voice notes that she'll listen to them when she has time, and she probably feels bad for not having time. But I see her being so happy with her other friends and her boyfriend and I get so scared that she's just decided I'm lame. I just wish I could stop worrying about it so much.I feel so dependent on her, I don't know if this is normal. And maybe I don't deserve her friendship if I'm gonna be so weird about it. But it's like I can't live without her. I definitely need professional help but for now I just need some support. I've torn myself apart with anxiety.