u/K1nettic

So basically in November i got permanantly banned for "duping" i didn't know why i got banned because i didn't dupe, i appealed 1 time, rejected, i appealed 9 more times and they all got closed and rejected withing a few minutes after some time i remebered what i did, it was that i had said some really vile things when talking to my friend, and i couldn't appeal anymore, today i wanted to see if the situation had changed and see if it let me appeal again, i then saw that i needed to verify my account to appeal and i couldnt because to verify it i needed to go into the server and of course i couldn't im stuck right now, i had a lot of stuff and didnt think before saying something its been half a year now, what do i do? i dont want to give up