How do I know if I really like the computer science path I'm going for?
Hello everyone. I'm 20 years old, 2 years from graduating my computer science bachelor's. It's been 5 years since I started studying programming, and honestly, At the start I feel like I really liked it. Now I'm starting to doubt myself. I'm working in a place I don't like, having no team and doing systems from zero as a dev (and I hate front-end, really) and I mostly get AI to help me as I can't seem to want to study and to code bit by bit - plus being my first job. When I start with a 3-hour video on something, it's not even 1 hour and I already lost attention. At least I like what I see at classes in the university. I've seen people saying that they know they like what they do because of side-projects, but I can't seem to want to do them. The one thing I truly do think about working on the field is being a Teacher plus researcher. I don't know if I really don't like the field anymore, or if all the other problems are pilling up with 9 hours of work a day plus 4 hours from university. I've been dealing with comparison, depression and autism since I was young, and university is taking a social tool on me, as I'm the only girl in my class - and I end up feeling so alone and isolated. I just wanted to know if I really like to do what I'm currently doing - I need advice on what to do. Should I drop everything and try other career? Should I try to continue? Should I continue this path while trying new things?