u/Justababeh

I am blue, he is red. We have had a complicated off and on relationship for two years. We adore each other but every time we get close to serious he freaks out. I get the feeling he idolises me, sees me as untouchable, doesn’t want to hurt me, but also just refuses to look at me as a whole person. At the moment, he’ll only ever tell me he misses me when he’s drunk or overly emotional, but doesn’t make a real effort to keep me. We’ve made boundaries now that we can’t flirt with each other (his idea) because it always hurts each other, but I can’t imagine ever being able to let go. I broke his trust last year in quite a minor way but he’s never been able to let go of it. I don’t know how much more time to give it or if I need to let it go. I truly adore him.

Hello, pls help me make sense of my synastry chart with my ex. For context, we met about two years ago, are absolutely obsessed with each other but just can never make jt work as he lives so far away and he has such bad trust issues… we are attempting a friendship as we get along so well but I tend to hold out hope it will work out when he moves back, can only ever imagine us ending up together. What does our chart say about us? (I’m blue and he’s red)