My ex is a chaser that used me like a fucking toy
⚠️Sexual manipulation warning ⚠️
So I got into this relationship about a year and a half ago and in the beginning things seemed great and she (who went by they at the time but I’ll get into that later) actually made me feel like a girl for the first time in my entire life and we both shared stuff about each other and we like the same shows but then we started doing more intimate shit like kissing and the occasional touching each other but after a while she wanted me to do oral and I stoped myself at the last second because I wasn’t comfortable and looked down at me annoyed for a few seconds and then the next week knowing I had hyper sexually from me venting about it said week got me into the heat of the moment and next thing I knew my head was being shoved in her crotch and I just let it fucking happen due to said hyper sexuality and she would also do oral on me all the fucking time and she would always say “just the tip” to make me think it was okay and then her face is in my crotch and again I just let it fucking happen and we did this over and over and over and over day after day after day to where I just said “let’s not do anything to sexual until I feel better about this” next week it happened fucking again and then she talked to me about opening the relationship up which me being polyamorous I was ok with her doing shit with other people as long as I was chill with said person so when she said she was going to said person’s house I said specifically “I don’t know the guy so this time please don’t do anything to sexual” and she said ok next thing I know I get a call from her crying about how she did the exact shit I told her not to do and me being the naive shit fuck that I said it was ok as long as she didn’t do it again and guess what she did it again and thankfully I had become kinda close friends with the guy but she would always comment about how she likes him more whenever we go into group calls together and say shit about my body that almost makes me vomit to this day And now for the caser shit most of it was just her pretending to be nonbinary so she could say that it was t4t and her just BEGINGGG me not to get bottom surgery when I could because it “wouldn’t hit the same” but she would talk about me getting on estrogen and developing breasts so she could basically have the perfect futa partner but when I said I WAS going to get it when I could and after me stopping myself from doing something worse with her she broke up less than a month after our 1 year anniversary and said a shit ton of bs reasons on why but the biggest one was “I’m not in the right headspace to date” but guess who I saw her with THE. NEXT. DAY. That fucking guy who stopped talking to me because of her lying to him about the shit I’ve done so not only do I not have a partner I’m out of a friend to and every time I see her I just want to vomit all the blood out my body remembering the shit we’ve done