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I know this question is stupid but I’m not forcing anyone to read this 🥹

Are there starseeds in Hollywood? I know people in Hollywood are part of big evil organizations and use kabbal, satanic and occult stuff, but could some of them be starseeds?

Judge me all you can what actually got me into researching more about starseeds, twin Flames and spiritual stuff were the Epstein files and these young celebrities mk ultra rabbit holes. I don’t usually believe conspiracy theories but mk ultra was very weird and still gives me the creeps. I’m kind of regretting coming into this rabbit hole. I used to live a normal life and after reading about these celebrities stories it gave me such a cruel perspective of this world.

I came across a website that showed a lot of symbolism and the possibility of the young disney girls and pop singers being victims of Mk ultra. It was so weird to me, growing up watching those shows and loving those young singers and finding out the hell the went through, this world is too cruel but I guess before awakening we don’t really know anything…

I wonder if celebrities like Selena Gomez, Michael Jackson, Mac Miler, Justin Bieber were starseeds. I feel like Selena is kind of souless now… it’s very weird looking at her eyes she looks dead inside. Maybe a walk-in or just the effect of Hollywood…

Anyways I’m glad I am not a celebrity because when I was younger multiple agencies contacted my mother to put me into modelling and I event wanted to go to casting calls for acting but she never allowed me, I thank the universe I’ll never have to be famous 😢

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u/Jupiter__coffee7350 — 9 days ago

I’ve been suffering from tmj pain for a while and 3 days ago the pain got worse and I got tinnitus.
I always listened to music a lot, since 2018 I think (8years) sometimes louder than other times. Today I saw an ENT and did some tests and she told me my hearing is really good and the tinnitus I have is from my tmj and that doing treatment can help it go away.
I stopped listening to music a week ago because I’m afraid of getting hear loss. I wonder, am I too far gone because I listened to music for 8 years and will get it anyways later in life? Will stopping make a difference to prevent it?

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u/Jupiter__coffee7350 — 9 days ago

I’m 19 and I always listened to music for long periods of time. I have a slight hearing loss in one of my ears.

I had never really thought about tinnitus but I knew what it was. Idk if this is psychological or not but 2 days ago I started noticing the noise a lot more. I don’t think it is a coincidence that these past 2 days I also got a lot of jaw pain and for instances could not open my mouth and my jaw was “locked”.

I notice when I clench my teeth the sound gets worse.
But I have the tinnitus in both ears, not only on the side of the tmj. Could my tinnitus be because of both hearing loss and tmj? If I treat the tmj does it get better?

I noticed I had these jaw symptoms months ago but they stopped for a while, I’ll go to a doctor appointment this friday to see what it is so he can pass me an MRI.

Also: some weeks ago I also heard pulsatile tinnitus (ONCE) It was the only time I ever heard it. Could this be dangerous?

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u/Jupiter__coffee7350 — 10 days ago

I’m 19 and I always listened to music for long periods of time. I have a slight hearing loss in one of my ears.

I had never really thought about tinnitus but I knew what it was. Idk if this is psychological or not but 2 days ago I started noticing the noise a lot more. I don’t think it is a coincidence that these past 2 days I also got a lot of jaw pain and for instances could not open my mouth and my jaw was “locked”.

I notice when I clench my teeth the sound gets worse.
But I have the tinnitus in both ears, not only on the side of the tmj. Could my tinnitus be because of both hearing loss and tmj? If I treat the tmj does it get better?

I noticed I had these jaw symptoms months ago but they stopped for a while, I’ll go to a doctor appointment this friday to see what it is so he can pass me an MRI.

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u/Jupiter__coffee7350 — 10 days ago

I’ve been feeling so hopeless lately, my health is horrible in multiple ways, I have multiple health issues, mental (ADHD, OCD, BPD) and physical to the point it can only be solved with 2 surgeries that are very hard to recover from. I also have tinnitus from hear loss and Tmj so it’s almost impossible for me to meditate + the adhd so I can’t concentrate….

I can’t study or concentrate so I’ll probably fail all my college exams…
My mother does not even try to help me and nobody cares about me….

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u/Jupiter__coffee7350 — 10 days ago