Will your guilt ever disappear about not seeing your child grow up?
Will your guilt ever disappear about not seeing your child grow up?
My son is 10 years old and I have been turned against him. I see him barely 15 days a year. I am simply exhausted. I come home every day feeling empty and depressed. Everyone says: yes, you have to make the best of it; if you get your life in order, it will be better for your son. But I continue to feel that emptiness and sadness every day, along with constant guilt. I am unable to enter into a new relationship because of this; it constantly races through my head. I feel guilty constantly. Friends recommend psychological help, but I don't see how they can help me. I just want to see my son more; that is the solution. I certainly cannot stand seeing other children with their parents. How do you deal with this?