I feel amazing
So for about two months I had pretty bad derealization/depersonalization because I was being a little dirty druggie. Basically, I bought a bunch of mushrooms and I and I ate a lot of them, not knowing that these mushrooms were twice the potency of normal mushrooms, so I accidentally took a couple heroic doses. I had a couple really, really, bad trips, but nothing really changed me that much, then about two weeks later I took LSD I think that may have started my derealization a little bit, but the thing that really put the nail in the coffin was when I smoked this girl's super strong weed that she gave me it, was sativa and I smoked wayyyy too much then for the next two months I was in derealization it was horrible horrible experience.
During the experience, the time distortion was absolutely insane, a week would feel like a month and I actually thought I was derealization for six months, when in reality it had been only a little longer than one month at that point, the anxiety was almost unbearable.
At the moment I'm out of my derealization and I feel incredible. I am so happy now that I'm out of this. I still have some lingering anxiety but the feeling you get when everything just feels almost completely normal is otherworldly.
I just wanna tell you people that even it it feels like it's been forever, you'll eventually get out of this derealization, all you need is patience, I'm so grateful to be out of this and the best way to get out of derealization is to ignore it. I understand for a lot of people, derealization/depersonalization eats up their mind, but trust me, you need to just focus on things on Earth. Resist the urge to rationalize this feeling, the nature of your brain wants to rationalize everything, but don't forgot, this a feeling, it happens to millions and millions of people every year, its temporary, and you'll come out better than you went in. Don't get lost in these existential spirals, don't give in too much to existential thought, focus on what you know is real and tangible, whether thats school, fitness, a new hobby, gardening, or whatever, just don't give derealization any of your attention. In my short experience, I've understood derealization to act like a fire, it will eat up anything you feed it, growing in size and intensity as you do so, and then demand more, if you don't feed it with your worries, doubts, attention, or anything, it will eventually die out.