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I’m not sure if I will be here after today.

I can’t do this life anymore.

40 years of abuse. My mom, my dad. My wife. I’m broken. I really care so much. What did I do to god. Why won’t he stop. The names I’ve been called, the cheating, the cruelness.

I don’t want to go to hell. God won’t stop. Why won’t he stop. I don’t know what I did.

I’m so scared. I’m scared of it being nothing. But I can’t take this pain another day.

Why can’t people be nice.

I’m so tired. I’m so angry. I don’t deserve this. But it’s over. Please I just want it to be over so badly.