u/Jaydeeboog

Hi, just coming here to talk about how I'm feeling, which is something I never really do on a public forum. As the title says, we just found out our girl, Mia has Mammary Cancer. The vet is unsure as to if it has spread to her lungs or if it hasn't yet. She's been in so much pain lately and she was just doing fine 3 weeks ago. It hurts so much to see her in so much pain and I'm struggling to navigate throughout it all, as I just lost my childhood dog in the beginning of February. It all feels so sudden and I'm having a very hard time, despite having my friends and family and an amazing boyfriend to help me with this, I'm still struggling daily until we can find out if it spread or not. The wait is agonizing and horrible. I miss my girl and I just want her to be herself again, but I do not know if she will be herself again.