u/Jarbly-Warbly

I do believe I’ve found my spiritual home in the Catholic Church. I’ve waited on starting classes because I’m moving soon, and was going to start at the new church instead of doing half where I am and stuff. I’ve been attending mass every single Sunday, without missing one, since the first week of December. So 5 months. Reading, studying, learning. Well a few Sundays ago, I kinda had this moment. It might sound stupid but the magnitude of the Eucharist hit me halfway through mass and I started uncontrollably crying, realizing that is legitimately the body of Christ. Ever since then I’ve kinda wanted to start wearing the veil, but I’m not confirmed or even started classes. Is that stupid? I’m incredibly socially anxious and don’t want to come across as a “poser” or “doing it for the aesthetic” kind of person. But it feels very right spiritually now. The humility of being covered, the reverence. Being before the altar is special. It kinda warrants special attire. But I don’t wanna look stupid. Damn this was a long post for a simple question my bad.