u/IzabellaC25

Hello friends! I'm going through a weird phase in my life.. I've started Joe's meditation about 1 month ago and did it consistenthly, I was in a low space back then as I am now, but now it's getting worse. I don't know what happened.. after a month of meditating everything went wrong for me (I know Joe said this is when things are supposed to feel right, even when everything’s going wrong, but I’m still learning to accept it) I was sick for a month and it was the weirdest thing, it wasn't even a regular cold, what I can say about it is that my throat is having a lot of problems right now and I'm pretty sure it's something worse. I also got into a lot of fights with my family, mostly about money (barely having for the basic stuff like food and rent) and my cat.. she's not exactly in the best shape, she also has a throat problem, which I'm trying to see at the Vet tomorrow. After a small break, I am meditating again and I'm trying to be in the best shape mentally and change something but I dont know how to start again. Any advice will help, and also if something similar happened to you, please let me know..