u/InvestigatorAny2399

Hello, this is my first time writing, and my English isn't very good. I've suffered from misophonia almost my entire life, but it reached an unbearable level when I was 20, to the point where I couldn't continue my studies. Now I'm 32, and I've tried to go back to school, but the problem persists to the point where I'm unable to study. I live in a small house with my family, and I don't have my own room. In a Muslim country, as a woman, I'm not allowed to study outside the home. The only explanation I can give is that this is hell, and I'm being punished. The only solution I see is for me to leave this earth.