Ik Joey loves him, but man I find him so annoying. Like when Joey is telling stories, I feel like he's always, always cutting in for no reason. I honestly believe Joe Rogan is a better co-host/duo for Joey.
Also, Lee is just so insecure, and this is the crucial thing. Like that episode where Joey's talking about women with that blonde girl, the whole time Lee is just bleeding insecurity about how he doesn't pull at all it was ridiculous.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9mXBgA_lKM
This clip perfectly summarizes the state I am in. Ignore the rest of the film, just this clip as a standalone.
I am a 19M who's only ever been "attracted" to one male in my entire life, my best friend Alex. I love his girlfriend too. These people represent an ideal to me. They are "perfect" by my standards, both go to top prestigious unis, both extremely good looking, both wealthy, both athletic, both kind, both deeply thoughtful and patient. My dream life in my 20s would be to find a girl who matches his gf as much as I match him, and the 4 of us are just best friends who live life happy.
I really want to emphasize that I don't really think of this in a sexual manner. This is because I am someone who has already had numerous one-off sexual experiences with people I didn't like that much in my life, and so I am much, much more interested in the romantic aspect, the loving and taking care of each other side of life. Though of course lean athletic perfect physiques help a lot.
I just feel like in a dream state when I am with him and her, a state of perfect flow I have never attained any where else in my life.
I guess part of this comes from my deep insecurity that I'll never find a girl that matches me well, that loves me, and so I latched on to the first person who has loved me so deeply.
Furthermore though I am a straight male, a lot of my interests are seen as socially feminine/gay. I love, like love high fashion. I love shopping for new clothes, I love devil wears prada, Gisele is my icon, my favorite designer is Tom Ford (suave personality, male model, also gay fascinatingly), I am awed by Princess Diana and Marilyn Monroe. I really loved Regina George in Mean Girls. But at the same time, my humor is definitely masculine, as is my dressing style, preferences, etc.
Idk i just really enjoy being in the presence of excellence, combine that with that insecurity after numerous pointless sexual encounters with girls I had 0 interest in + literally never pulling a single girl that I've had a crush on, and boom you got this question. I will always end up with a girl, guaranteed. But the first sincere love that has been reciprocated to me was with a guy.
That last part about reciprocation is deeply important I think. Every girl I have ever loved, which I'd say is only 2-3ish in my life, has just torn me apart.