Sab kuch sahi hai fir kuch kami hai
I don't know what I am feeling. I mean everything is fine, sab kuch sahi hai fir b kuch kami hai, idk. Like if I saw sab kuch sahi to hai...noble profession, where I wanted to be i got selected but fir b kyu sahi nhi lgta sab ? Age ho rahi hai kisi se man nhi krta milne ka , man nhi krta naye connection bnane ka, ghar se dur hu , roz ghar pe vdo call krti hu but khalipan lgta hai ek. Instagrame page b khola productive krne ki puri koshish krti hu, novel padh rahi hu. Khush nhi hu for b. Phle thi ? Shyd thi but tab bhi complain krti thi but us time bhot roti thi ,is time bhi chize smjh nhi aati thi but khush thi, beech beech me khush rehti thi but ab ? Ab ajeeb si monotonous si ho gyi hai life. Kisi se baat krne ka man nhi krta, esa nhi ki hasti nhi hu mai, par wo jo crazy wali mai thi na wo nhi hai ab .. dhere dhere mummy shadi k liye bolegi but kisse...man hi nhi krta ab. I don't feel that i will find someone one and arrange marriage nhi Krna chahti mai. Carrier wise b wese to sahi hu..but aage jab khud se krungi tab kya? 3 saal Ghar se dur rehna hai and abhi bas 3 mahine hi hue hai. Smjh nhi aata. Time fisal raha hai bas sand ki tarah and pakad nhi paa rahi. Bhot kuch krte hue b kuch kar nhi paa rahi.