Struggles
Hello, I am a Christian who’s trying to come back to faith with Christ and only a few hours ago I fell back into temptation and sinned. I feel really guilty about myself and honestly I would feel prowd of the progress of not lusting for a good bit, but then I make a stupid decision and let it back in at once. I’m just scared that I’m not trying enough to be in God’s image even though he would have forgave me, and I understand that, but it still haunts me. Another thing I’m scared about is what if Jesus says “I never knew you” to me, and as a 16 year old who is just trying to live life as free as I can and to live how God wants me to… it feels hard, especially with people at school or just anywhere just bringing the negativity out, as if I’m playing a constant game of tug of war and it’s my heart and flesh trying to win me over. It’s a lot on me. And I wanted to talk to people who have gone through those same struggles as I have and just ask, will I truely be enough for him to know me on that day.
If you want then please pray for me, thank you and have a good day.