u/Intrepid-Clerk3530

Im a 19F and i catch myself thinking about sex all of the time. I feel like a disgusting freak because of it. I feel like getting exposed to porn from a very early age made it worse(i no longer have an addiction) and getting SA'ed at 12 (with no consent touch) could really made it like that , but i don't know if thats normal. I sometimes dissociate and catch myself imagining dirty things with people i know which makes it even worse. Id never do anything like that, id never dare to talk it out outside because it feels so damn disgusting and scary to talk about. It may be a mental problem? I just feel bad about the fact its becoming part of my daily life. Is it normal to think about sex so much?