u/InternetAngelz67

No matter what i do, i can’t stop cutting myself. At this point, i don’t do it because i’m hurting, i’m doing it either to feel something or out of addiction. My clothes constantly stick to my thighs because i don’t even bother to clean the cuts up. Every time i relapse, I regret it like two hours later, yet i still continue doing it and it’s ruining my life. I wear long sleeves and pants to cover them up, but it’s so hot outside that i end up feeling dizzy every day

I feel the need to talk about this because it’s getting out of hand.

I’ve had issues with this boy at my school for quite a long time now, and lately he seems to enjoy pushing me onto the road. At first, he didn’t push me hard, just enough to make me stumble slightly. But he started getting more aggressive, sometimes even getting his friends to help him.

I was standing at the bus station today, casually waiting for the bus with my headphones in. He was nearby with one of his friends. I saw them snickering behind me, but I tried to ignore it. Suddenly, they both roughly pushed me from behind, and I fell into the road. There was a motorcycle coming at the same time, and I immediately thought I was going to get hit, but they stopped before they could reach me. I got up, apologized, and almost cried because of how panicked I was.
I don’t want to show my face ever again

i NEED to be ripped apart by a bear and then thrown into acid so nobody ever has to see my face again I HATE THIS SO MUCHHSH

I stay in my room all day and do absolutely nothing but lie in bed, and maybe do some schoolwork if I can. I don’t ever go out, but when I do people are always so mean and disgusting dude why can’t we all have some common sense? Why do we have to bully each other???

I barely eat, but somehow im still a fatass, i keep relapsing every other night, everything feels so repetitive and annoying, my moms a bitch, and my brother is mean. I can’t seem to get my life together, my ‘friends’ are starting to piss me off, and my only idea of fun is playing yaoi visual novels on my computer

I need help improving, because if this continues, Im gonna be dead at 20