SR whilst being young (22) and having a partner
This is my first post on here
Guess I’m just looking for something externally that I probably should/do already know internally and seeking validation🤣
I’m really struggling with SR. Been trying to do it properly since I was in rehab 2023. Then really tried to stick to it when I got sober April 2025
I just hit over 400 days sober but still struggling with SR - sorry to be rude but engaged in sexual activities with my partner this morning and relapsed again - longest streak so far has been about 60 days
I know some people won’t say this is bad - but in my eyes it is because I’m doing something that creates another life - and I’m disrespecting that energy and that activity, by not being ready for a child and praying to God she doesn’t get pregnant
I want to harness this energy to just be a better person mainly, of course the external things would be cool if it works - financial success, energy boost etc
Has anyone else been in this situation / or currently is and has found ways apart from will power that can assist in this journey?
Sorry for the long post, just needed to get that off my chest. Thank you for reading and I’d appreciate any help I can get.
Wishing everyone success in their journey! God bless