u/Internal_Extension84

I’ve done it before, in my teenage years
i’ll put on bright eyes (fevers and mirrors)
Isolate myself, shrouded in all my fears
Run from it all until it disappears.
Till I can hear nothing but my heart, pounding in my ears.
But when I stop to catch a breath and the dust clears,
I realize, I am the one who disappears.
And I’ll run from you if it means ditching my fears.
But they’re still here.

..i still don’t want to reappear.
at the same, time this i can’t endure.

I want you to reassure.
Make it known that I am Her,
To quell my fears when they stir,
Hold me tight when i might I succumb to the lure
Of fresh new beginnings, my feet pounding dirt;
remind me there’s always going to be something that hurts,
the desire to love and be loved is humanity’s eternal curse.
But you’ll be here (you always were).

I’ve done it before, in my teenage years
i’ll put on bright eyes (fevers and mirrors)
Isolate myself, shrouded in all my fears
Run from it all until it disappears.
Till I can hear nothing but my heart, pounding in my ears.
But when I stop to catch a breath and the dust clears,
I realize, I am the one who disappears.
And I’ll run from you if it means ditching my fears.
But they’re still here.

..i still don’t want to reappear.
at the same, time this i can’t endure.

I want you to reassure.
Make it known that I am Her,
To quell my fears when they stir,
Hold me tight when i might I succumb to the lure
Of fresh new beginnings, my feet pounding dirt;
remind me there’s always going to be something that hurts,
the desire to love and be loved is humanity’s eternal curse.
But you’ll be here (you always were).

tonight we made love twice in the 5D. i touched myself alone twice in the 3D. used my hands because i don’t even have 1D. the Os felt flat.

tonight we made love twice in the 5D. i touched myself alone twice in the 3D. used my hands because i don’t even have 1D. the Os felt flat.

unsent, incensed, this absolutely makes no sense. you’re on the fence then you’re on defense, i haven’t heard from you since.

unsent, incensed, this absolutely makes no sense. you’re on the fence then you’re on defense, i haven’t heard from you since.

limericking up the limerence,
Lapping up the evidence,
Slurping up the sweet nothings.
See, they must love me;
It only makes sense.

Last night
In my dreams, when you growled in my ear.
Your breath carried words I was desperate to hear
Lips brushed my neck, my heart jumped in fear
Made my head spin, and then disappeared

Out loud
I cried and threw a fit, no im not proud
I kicked a wall, punched pillows till they cowed
Could I fix all these problems if I took a vow?
Submitted myself to the will of god, on my knees, head bowed?

Out loud
I cried and threw a fit, no im not proud
I kicked walls, punched pillows till they cowed
Could I fix all these problems if I took a vow?
Submitted myself to the will of god, on my knees, head bowed?

in my head
seething and cursing till my face went red
i told you to leave and watched as you left
now I’m perched, starving, at the edge of my bed
my ravenous ego demands to be fed

in my head
seething and cursing till my face went red
i told you to leave and watched as you left
now I’m perched, starving, at the edge of my bed
my ravenous ego demands to be fed