u/InternalNewspaper751

Yesterday I(F21) saw my ex(M21) while driving. It feels like all the moving on I've done just flew out the door. So context. The end of my neighborhood is an intersection. I was at a light turning right and he was coming by. He looked at the entrance of my neighborhood and saw me and stared for maybe like only 2 seconds then faced forward. He has REALLY bad vision so I could see him squint his eyes and stuff. He probably didn't think twice about that (he has a gf now and they are very happy and a cute couple I guess) but I've been thinking about it non stop for the past 2 days. It's making me sick thinking about it. And I cooked myself because I always said if i ever see him in public again then that's a sign. (It isn't I just thought I would never see him in public again so I told myself that to help me move on) but yeah I'm sick 2 my stomach and wanna die. I miss him so bad and he did stare pretty hard at my car does that mean he still thinks of me or just pure curiosity. Idk